exactly
It's embarassing but the whole thing had me so freaked out i had nightmares repeatedly, and was jumping at my own shadow. I'm rarely afraid of much, and been through some pretty hideous abuse in my life, but when someone takes your sense of reality away, that's just about the scariest thing... it goes from being really weird and confusing, to eventually downright terrifying, yet the perpetrator looks and sounds like an angel, a wax rosebud indeed, she posed as my friend to gain my trust, until the campaign begah, and others were enlisted others over time... the real face comes out only for me.