You are your own worst critic.
The repetetive rejections of "settled jobs" instead of desired jobs.
This is a good idea which most people will never follow though it would be the best medicine ever for those who do follow this tip.
I leave you with this. go find Les Brown and watch his motivational videos. He has a few quotes which will help motivate the most obstinate procrastinators.
You can't get out live ALIVE.
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