Your problem is that, you're living in the wrong country
for your way of thinking and for your idealism and your stupid expectations.
People are free to move to where the rules and laws and way of life are more in agreement with how they wish to live. You can move to any country which will have you, as long as you obey their laws. With that said, I'm pretty sure that, you'd be more at home in places such as Cuba and Venezuela and North Korea and China and many other countries where socialism prevails.
Communism and socialism, have always failed, no matter when or where they've been tried. If you think utopia is what awaits a communist or socialist country, then why have they always failed? Remember the great utopian country known as the USSR, or Soviet Union? What the heck do you think brought them down?
You start out completely in the wrong direction when you think that, Utopia can be found somewhere. Well, it does, but only in the minds of those that believe in fantasies. The real world doesn't have any utopias, and there never were any.
Neither communism nor socialism are capable of ever creating a utopia, nor even a viable society where everybody will be happy and poverty won't exist. Not possible! In fact, it's communism and socialism which create poverty.
Capitalism, even with its problems and crooks and sleazy characters, is still the best method for creating wealth, and not everybody will be wealthy, but, poverty has a better chance of being wiped out through it than with any other economic system. Fairness is achievable, but only on a personal basis, and government should never be expected to make any economic system "fair" to all. Not everybody is as smart and not everybody is as capable and not everybody is capable of running a business or starting one, and not everybody has the initiative and incentives to be great or to do great things. We are, after all, humans, and, we are not all equal, no matter how unfair that may sound. It's the reality about how humans were created; we can't change that. Every time man tries to change the way humanity was created, we end up with conflicts, either internally within countries, or in conflicts with other countries. It's our nature, and people need to understand that before moving on to solving problems. Socialism and communism are "inhuman", because, they need to stifle the human spirit in order to get a people to become "obedient". Control, in every aspect of life, is the only way a socialist or communist regime could ever function, but the functioning would be only in control and not in production of a good lifestyle.
So, forget your fantasies and grow up. You haven't learned the lessons that history teaches us, and many of those lessons are that, neither communism nor socialism, can ever improve the human condition; they can and always do, make things worse.
