at least i didn't make a blog out of my injury for attention and pity

(don't mess with me...i got even more bitter since my injury/painkiller withdrawls

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Okay. I'm back at the office now. My neck is hurting, but they said it could for up to 12 months. Can't come to KY for the event since I used up all my vacation/sick leave while in the hospital.
I am currently fathoming pulling a deal on the banks, consolidating all of my home debt into one note, then short selling the house and leaving the new note holder with nothing to show.
I am really sick of things, and I don't care if my credit goes in the crapper for whatever reason. I can stay at my job another year, rent a local non-sold spec home for half the money, be closer to work, and can move whenever i want.
My credit will rebound in 12 months because I'll have an extra $9k a year in the bank and will turn around things bought on cards in 1-3 months and show payment ability.
I am just really down still owning the house, but that's because I saw a job I would like to have gotten with a city government in NC and can't because I can't sell the house in no time flat.
Oh well, that's life...I guess.