EROS, according to CS Lewis, is a component or sub-love to natural love. Agape, according to Lewis would most likely be Charity Love. Perhaps if one is behaving in a loving manner then one would not be satisfied but have a sense of bankruptcy. Satisfaction only would come when another loving individual gifts you with love.
As for that Pastor, well, the event that precipated the original conflict was borne out of pure pride on his wife's part. I never knew that a simple "Hello" could be filled with all kinds of prideful or less than humble thoughts in response. I was simply caught off guard and embarrased a little. My biggest mistake was not correcting it on the spot. Had I done that much of the rest could have been corrected. I was in a little shock and walked away asking God what just happened.
One of the curious things that emerged as I attempted to establish contact was the use of manipulative tactics on the Pastors part. He would strategically place my unique language into his opening remarks in some sort of awkward attempt to endear me. He was obviously trained in a variety of psychological methods. Perhaps he would tell you that it was the spirit talking to you. I doubt it. It was clearly a man.
It was quite annoying that this guy was more interested in being a politician \ celebrity than a watchkeeper. His priorities are clearly misplaced. Most likely he will cite every fault of mine and how he believes this or that pointing out that I am not telling the entire story in these post. The truth be known it is not all out because there is no point of going into the details.
Coincidentally, when I discussed my event with several others I learned that there are numerous questionable other things. Unanimously everyone described his wife as not the woman I encountered? And unanimously, everyone I spoke with said this was a common problem that many others had too. Most of those I spoke to did not know the others I was speaking too. I feel there is some sort of confirmation in that something weird is going on in that Church.
In fact, I feel that my presence in that place was not coincidental from how I was guided there to numerous events that occurred while there. I feel as though I was a conduit or some sort of pawn in a much large game that is not my own. There were far too may weird things that happened while there.
I will tell you God is real and Jesus is who he said he is. There is absolutely no doubt.
The entire event deeply charged me to figure out what love is.
