Warrior,
I just wanted to let you know how strongly I disagree with you when you say," Taking one's live is the ultimate sin, and is not forgivable in your life time." You mention sin, which I will take as you knowing something about it. The "ultimate sin", is blasphemy of the Holy Spirit, which means that the ultimate sin is rejection of God's gift of forgivness that He freely offers through faith in His son Jesus Christ. See, Jesus died on the cross for your sins, my sins, Sidvails sins, all of our sins. This does not have to be murder, all of us have sinned, if you have ever cheated, lied, done something in anger, or even thought of it you have sinned. I am a Christian, and so I believe in the Bible, as God's word. The Bible says that,"We are all infected and impure with sin. When we proudly display our righteous deeds, we find they are but filthy rags. Like autumn leaves, we wither and fall. And our sins, like the wind, sweep us away." Isaiah 64:6, and ,"For all have sinned; all fall short of God's glorious standard." Romans 3:23. This tells us that all of us (me, you, and everyone) have sinned, and in this state we are unable to get into heaven, but my friend, there is good news. The good news I speak of is the free gift I mentioned earlier, the one from God. See the Bible also says,"We are made right in God's sight when we trust in Jesus Christ to take away our sins. And we all can be saved in this same way, no matter who we are or what we have done
For all have sinned; all fall short of God's glorious standard. Yet now God in his gracious kindness declares us not guilty. He has done this through Christ Jesus, who has freed us by taking away our sins." Romans 3:22-24. So we see that all of us can be forgiven of our sins and made right in God's eyes, only through our personal trust in Jesus Christ to take our sins. He has already paid for you, you just have to accept His sacrafice. I would also like to remind you, incase you have heard this before, that there is a difference between knowing this is true and have a personal trust, and relationship, whith Jesus Christ. Knowing will not get you into heaven, only having a personal relationship with Jesus can do that. It is a free gift, and God wants all of us to be saved from our sins. The bible says,"For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16. If you are reading this, it is not by coincidence, but by an appointment that God has given you, so that you could hear and be saved. If you would like to know more, or talk to someone, you can call 1-888-NEEDHIM (888-633-3446) or visit www.needhim.org, there will be people who care for you there, and they are waiting to speak with you. If you don't want to contact them, then you can do this all by yourself, you just have to pray and ask for it. Here is an example of what you can pray," Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner and need Your forgiveness. I was made for You, but I've been living for me. I want to begin a relationship with You now. I believe that You died in my place, to pay the penalty for my sin, and rose again for my salvation. I want to turn from my sins. I now invite You to come into my heart and life as my Lord and Savior. In Jesus' name, Amen." If you have prayed this, the Bible says that you are now forgiven, and that Jesus is now living within you, from here you should contact a Bible based church so that you can get some answers and some help in living your new life as a Christian. If you think that I, and the nearly 100 million, are wrong please think of this. If what I say is wrong, and if you don't believe in God, and are right, then when I die I will go to the same place you do. But if I am right, and you are wrong, you will go to h***(we all know what I mean). Another fact to hear,is that the Bible is a book containing hundreds of detailed prophecies. There are, for example, well over 60 distinct predictions in regard to our Saviour Jesus Christ. Here is a sample of just 10 prophecies that foretold the crucifixion of Christ. Not only were the predictions made 1000 years BEFORE Christ came from heaven to earth, but they were made over 500 years BEFORE crucifixion was first used anywhere in the world as a form of capital punishment! Crucifixion didn't exist when the prophecies were made. A scientist picked out 48 such prophecies and determined that the probability of one man randomly fulfilling them all is 1 in 10 to the exponent of 157. That is one followed by 157 zeros! Your chances of winning a typical lottery jackpot is about 1 in 108. (100,000,000) Yet, Jesus fulfilled all the prophecies! So I will leave you with this information, if you still disagree you should probably research what I am saying, from all points of view, and make an informed decision. As for Sidvail, I am a regional IS admin and I would not strike you out for your crime. I do think that it will make it harder for you, especially as it is harder for everyone right now, but with God's favor anything is possible. Thank you for your time,and God Bless.