Death can be so unreal, or what is like to lose a family member

It has been a rather strange and painful week.

Sunday July 6th my nephew was killed in an auto accident, no drugs, no drinking.

It is clear that he, for whatever reason, left the road and ran into a utility pole.

He was the only person involved, a single car crash.

His name was Steven. His mother Ellen is my sister, she has a fine husband, Mark and two other kids, Kelly and Scott.

No words can explain how I feel, or how they feel.

Just felt that I had to share this painful crap, hope that I am not too far out of line.

Mike.